For some reason, I've lately been looking up and talking to old friends of mine. Highschool, middleschool, towns I used to live in. I gotta tell you, talking to them really makes me feel like an underachieving loser. I know guys that ended up at Berkeley, NYU, Chicago. I know a girl that has work hung in galleries in Europe. I say girl. I haven't seen her since 8th grade... Makes me wonder where I went wrong. Makes me wonder why I can't get out this ****ing town. No matter how many time I try to get out, it's like a trap that keeps sucking me back. Makes me hope that they're all lying because they're more pathetic than I am. I hate everyone. Well, at least I know I'm not the only one. Maybe I'm meant to just stay here and be a townie. Why not? Good bars, good food. I'm gonna die here. I feel it.