Hmmm guys... I would like to invite all of you to my wedding but I do not have one yet even I still having my perfect German candidate. I have been visiting the forums but I didn't want to give my opinions because I was very down these last 4 days. I just moved to Manhattan and I felt so lonely. I didn't have internet, a phon eor even a tv and beside that my holly one told me that she didn't want to move with me because I didn't have money and I couldn't support him. Wow! I was feeling bad and then God kicked me in the balls! But after a few days of tears and desperation I got my internet account and I started to see the colors at things, my family was on line and the cute little german sh** came down and everthing is getting better. Any way, life is tricky, like have some dark sense of humor sometimes. Just stoping by to tell all of you that: lets go for it, there is a God, love does exists and we sometimes are like butterflies in the wind.