OK, so this is not something I ordinarily do, but I'm going to explode if I don't get this out somehow. Right, some of you know about my friend Becky who I met at the beginning of the school year. Those of you that know, know that she's one of my best friends--she's like a sister to me. There's a picture of me and her in the pics thread. As of today, she's got a boyfriend. And I've never been lonlier. I'm not interested in her romantically. In fact, I've never been happier for her than I am today. And I know, and she's told me, that our friendship is not going to be changed. Privately, I know that if things really get serious, it'll change, but that's not a bad thing and it's not happening today. It's not the future of our friendship that bothers me. Rather, it highlights the fact that I'm single. No girl has ever been interested in me. EVER. I don't even get a chance. I do well with the girls as friends. I have lots of girl friends, and they all think I'm really sweet... but it's like I give off an anti-pheremone that keeps anybody from being interested in me even before I have a chance to say hello. I don't want to change who I am just to impress girls. I was once told by a girl, "You could get laid all the time if you tried." That's the thing... I'm not interested in changing myself just to get a girl. I mean... I want to change so I can be a better person, but I'm not going to change myself for the purpose of satisfying a girl. Don't tell me to try a dating service. I'm not interested. I just... All I want is to fall in love with a girl who falls in love with me. Why's that so hard? Or, more specifically, why is it so damn hard for me? What is it about me that keeps me from ever having a chance with anybody? I don't know what I'm looking for by writing this. I think I just needed to blow off steam. I'm not even all that interested in advice... I dunno. Respond as you will.