To the next troubled soul who doesn't fit in. Who has no friends. Who gets no respect. Who needs help but never gets it. Who is angry. Who feels alone. Who thinks that the best way to go out is in a blaze... Go for it. Write your goodbye letters. Pack up your guns. Put on the vest. Get in your car. Start driving. But instead of driving to the school, or the movie theater, or the mall. or your old job, to wreak havoc... Drive to the police station. Calmly park. Calmly enter the station. Calmly put your hands above your head. Calmly tell the first person you see "I need a little help." And get ready for your life to change. It might seem weird at first. They may not greet you with open arms. They might even tackle you. But just wait until the story hits the press. You will make the news. You will make friends. You will be loved. You will be rescued. You will become a hero, because you had the courage to stop yourself. The secret no one wants to talk about is that lots of people understand why mass shootings happen. Life can suck. People can suck. Parents. Teachers. Bosses. They can all suck. But people you have never met yet are actually interested in you! There are friends to be made. People who will listen! Girls to kiss! But if you kill a bunch of people, and then yourself, no one ever gets the chance to say "Hey, I know what you are going through. Let's go get a burger and a beer and talk about this ****!" Well, if you walk into a police station armed to the teeth and lay down your guns, and ask for some help, your entire life is going to change. You think you'll leave your mark by taking down a handful of random people? Imagine the mark you'll leave if you stop in your tracks and tell the world what you were JUST ABOUT TO DO, but didn't! Every news station will want to talk to you. Every person who knows how you feel, who might have even been there themselves, will want to shake your hand. You'll have a free lawyer. You'll get a book deal. Your name will become a household word. Movie stars and athletes will be calling you. People will LOVE you. All because of something you DIDN'T do. And the next person who might be thinking of going on a rampage will see YOU as a role model, instead of some misunderstood dead kid. You think no one cares about you? You think you can't make a difference? You think causing pain is the only answer? Think again.