I may be weak when braking up with some one or under certain circumstances but what I can not stand is to avoid to do what a man have to do. Right now I'm maintaining the web site of the political opposition in my country, the part of the opposition that is saying "the only way the president quit is using the army against him". It is a bit radical I know. Any way, as I'm leaving the country I started to look for some one to maintain the web site. I called a guy who worked with me a year 1/2 ago producing web sites. He told me he didn't want to deal with politics and he recommended me another guy, I called that other guy and this one told me 3 days later (because I called him again) that, updating that site was boring and he didn't like that kind of job. The truth is that this guy doesn't have a penny, my client pays very well for the job but the problem is that the guy is a chicken!. It is hard for a guy to be brave, to stand in front of a problem but, we just have to do it. The girls are the one who get pregnant the guys are the one that have to be brave. I do that all the time, if I like it? no. Sometimes I feel that if I have to hit some one my arm is gonna brake because of how scare I am, but the result is that just by standing up every one else freezes. I know that if I ever have to hit some one I'm gonna be so sure of doing it so well that with one hit is gonna be enough. But I never look for that. I can not see how some one can be so chicken in managing a web site. What are they are gonna do when they have to stand for his girlfriend? run away? I have seen a lot of that around here, the women are the ones who fight against the National Guard, no the men. I got upset today about that, how sad. At list the first guy told me the truth. The second one not even that. If one is a chicken one loose everything. Many people are checking how brave one is, looking for your weak point to take advantage of you. Just discharging.