For all those wondering what is this 14th month anniversary, well 14 months ago i became sick with an unknown illness/disease/hell thingie. Ah such wonderful times looking back to august on my birthday when i felt like absolute crap, or back in April when it put me in the hospital for 3 days. Such fun these past months have been living in constant pain only waiting to fall asleep and hope the pain doesn't wake me up. The times that i have to take my "happy pills" that don't make the pain go away, but just make me high enough to not care as much about the pain. Oh how life has been for me, dropping out of school this semester, probably not going back to school next semester and hopefully starting back up next year. The fun of having a spinal tap in which it takes the doctor 5 times of putting the needle into your spine before he gets it into your spinal column, 8 holes in my back in total. Having every single test you have had done come back normal and realizing other than a daily headache and constant pain between level 4-6 you are in perfect health. Wondering when/if some doctor is ever going to be able to diagnose you is probably the most fun. Well yeah this was my rant and ummm well hope you enjoyed it ^_^ And to think i work in a hospital and no one knows what the frack is going on with me. I wouldn't wish this on my arch nemesis.