I haven't had great luck with contacts. I have a pretty strong astigmatism so the lenses are uncomfortable and generally I can't get more than 6 hours or so out of a pair before I feel like my eyes are going to explode.
It took me a really long time to get used to putting in contacts. Obviously sticking something in your eye runs counter to instinct. My eyes are especially sensitive/I am especially protective of my eyes. People hate the dentist? I hate going to the eye doctor. The first eye appointment I had I nearly vomited.
Oh wow, that is scary. I don’t mind it at all, I have great doctors who have guided me the right way each time. I’ve gotten better at putting them in. I think the first day or two I had to get used to touching my eye.