I don't think I am going to make it, at least not through Computer Science and Computer Security. The programming and the calculus is murdering me. I knew I would have trouble, but I never imagined this. This pales in comparison to high school, which I thought was tough as well. I would shock/disappoint so many people if I don't stick with it, but right now I have a C in calc and a F in programming. No idea how I am going to make it through or how to get out of it. FYI: I am a second semester freshmen. Makes me wish I stuck with something generic like business or Hotel/Restaurant Management.