happiness is doing something that makes you feel fulfilled, everyday
here are some words of wisdom to your thoughts:
dferrara said:
...Graphics Design is all or nothing for 4 years...
if you think this way, happiness comes harder. allow yourself options always: look for grays and not see things "all or nothing". there are always choices.
...the deadline for applying is already over...stay another year.
as you are (i'm presuming) still younger, take the extra year as an opportunity to explore and enjoy your college years. there are *a lot* out there, academic as well as life itself.
i went for 5 years because i didn't know graphic design existed. i started off with liberal arts and science. the classes i had to take that first year weren't "wasted" (maybe with the exception of calculus, which i can say at this point in my life, is useless to me). i spent a semester learning design in england. it was refreshing to see how people think outside of the u.s.
i too was inspired to pursue "doing something artsy with the computer" when i first saw an image in a mailer sent to my high school by a little college in illinois. i knew i wanted to make things like that. since i didn't know any better, i nearly pursued computer science instead of graphic design.
Minneapolis is 2nd in the nation for graphics designers
always look to the best and be with the best. exploit this and use it to your advantage.
with a lot of excellent firms and studios, advertising etc...probably not have much trouble finding a decent job...
this is good, but also depends: realize that if you are *not* good at graphic design (or any profession for that matter), they won't want you. the market is so saturated with self-proclaimed untrained designer that employer can shake a tree and get a couple of dozens. unfortunately only the weak fruits fall first.
I've always wanted to be a writer
this is the most important thing you've said. do whatever you can to make this real. you will have bad day where you will doubt this feeling, but those days will pass. practice and do it. live it, breathe it, eat it, drink it. let the passion for it come through. great things will happen for you when you are happy at fulfilling this desire.
I've always enjoyed and been proficient at both...making websites and graphics, these have always been "fun" -- but I wouldn't consider them the same type of goal as being a writer...
this is the second most important thing that you know about yourself. you can always write as a career and do design as a hobby. the key word is hobby. to be a professional graphic/web designer requires focused dedication. unless if you happen to be multi-talented, you may do both as professions. more power to ya!
copywriting and design do go hand-in-hand, but *usually* are fulfilled by two different parties in a design office. it is simply not physically and creatively feasible to perform both tasks simultaneously and meet deadlines.
a word of warning: when you write (as when you paint), you do it to fulfill *your own* desires. whereas effective (emphasis on "effective") graphic design, your product must be fulfilled for others. remember this: graphic design is a child of art and business. so know which is your temperament: for myself or for others.
If I did Graphic Design, I would still probably pursue being a writer. However, I don't know how much time I would have for that, or how much being an English major would help my writing...
it sounds like your want to make the right decision and you are being cautious. these are good quality to have.
let me stress this: you are still younger (notice i'm not saying "young")... just *do*. take design classes. take english. take writing. dip and dab in everything you have time to do. this is the time to explore. college is also a great opportunity to say "nah, this is not for me" and move on to something else. you are at the stage in your life where you are your own compromise, and don't have to make big sacrifices. your decisions effect, for the most part, yourself and not anyone else (say like a spouse or your child(ren)).
being cautious helps you to progress safely. being over-cautious hinders and gives rise to doubt.
Another option would be Psychology, as I'm very personally interested in it and would like to conduct research through the university about depression. I've also started a depression-awareness group on campus. With Graphics Design, this would probably be hard to do as a minor. I hear the workload is crazy.
again, g.d. requires focused dedication. if psychology and design are both "minor" interested, i would not recommend taking both.
my wife has high career satisfaction as a child psychologist. she feel good at what she does and knowing that she makes a difference in another , at least one, person's life for the better.
kudos to you in wanting to help others. you can always volunteer this part of your desire and time.
also graphic design has a lot to do with psychology as it appeals to your audience's subliminal thoughts and desires. understanding people's thoughts and emotions make your design even stronger and more appealing.
...I'm not very fond of cubicles (who is?) but if I have a Mac and some windows (pun not intended) I would be OK...
it sounds like you can be just happy with very little; that is good. after working with dynamic and open-minded small design offices, i have, alas! ironically found myself in a cubicle now. the environment here is ... wing-strapping... for me. as a designer, my mind is always active and this place has few things that really test my design limits.
this was a hard choice i had to make (referencing back to compromising and sacrificing that i mentioned earlier): i work here so that i can be a safety net for my family: insurance, job stability, etc. i am lucky though: i am still geting paid well for doing graphic design.
it is really up to you and your choices that will put you where you want to be. if you don't like cubicles, don't work for a place that would put you in one! find a place with a window and a mac. most smaller designer offices will fulfill this part as a prerequisite to enhance their creativity.
Money isn't really a big thing (or else being a writer would suck)...
this is another important thing for you. and this will lead up to my conclusion...
it is a dilemma. it also doesn't have to be. i went through the same feelings. the difference is, you have the internet and web sites like this to solicit thoughts from all walks of life.
think about the experience that they shared. think about what you really want. where do the two meet? have they help answered your own question?
i think you like writing a lot. it's natural. i would pursue that as a "major" and learn all you can to become a good writer. on days when you feel saturated with writing, jump on your mac and design. visit design how-to sites; join a design forum, or better yet a club (aiga.org is the graphic designer's "club") and go to functions. immerse yourself and make friends with designers. here's and idea: write a book on graphic design as this well-known writer/designer did (
http://www.aiga.org/content.cfm?Alias=philip_meggs) and his book (
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0471291986/104-9477540-8319909)
when you feel a bit too selfish in all your creative endeavors, reach out and share and teach others. art and doing art helps people (especially kids) to cheer up. it allows them to express their feelings. you can tie this in to your counseling group at school. my wife started out as an art major. then she saw the connection with art and how it helps children express themselves in very basic language. then this progressed to her being interested in the behavior and psychology of children.
life, like art, is about patterns and repetition. it's like the proverbial tapestry. there is a connection to everything if you learn where to look and what to look for. and the best way to learn this is to expose yourself and explore everything!
My parents are encouraging either way but they seem to favor the certainty of a design major...Do I have to be a total design freak for this major? Would it be a mistake if I wasn't
they, like most parents, want you to go into life with some cash in you pocket. it helps. becoming a graphic designer can fulfill that, no doubt. it helps if you were a design freak (whatever that means
). i find that when i'm exposed to something and begin to know more about it, i helps to decide whether i like it or not. (i've recently gotten into dinosaurs; they are so absolutely amazing to me!).
having money doesn't necessarily mean one is rich. happiness makes us rich. when we're happy, good things happen. when we're happy, we can in turn reach out and share the happiness with others. *that* is having a rich life.
in regards to "mistake": we all are prone to making mistakes. only a fool thinks he never makes them. college also a good time for you to make mistake if you did. the pressure is not as great compared to making a mistake when you get out and "join the world." see mistakes as a learning tool, you know. just say "oh, crappola" and move on. don't dwelve on them.
oh my! i could have written a book already! well, i don't feel awkward for writing so much. you *did* ask.
i would be curious to know how you will progress... anyway, have fun!