Has anyone ever dropped the ball at work? I just did and its my first ball that I dropped. No money was lost and I explained my were we were at. I was told to spec out somethings for broadcasting equipment in October for a school. Why me? No idea really, I think my boss assumed since I do broadcasting at my Church (we broadcast live on TV on Sundays) that this qualified me for specking. Me, being a "yes man" said ok. I am a full time worker and a full time student and I do work doing basic computer maintenance, service and repair along with other responsibilities. I start the specking the equipment that was provided to me and then before making sure everything was compatible with something I put the project on the back burner to work on something more pressing. fastforward to this past Friday. I was asked were the specks were. OH ****. I had totally forgotten about the project. So over the weekend on my own time I did the specks from what was provided to me. As I am building this thing in my head I begin to realize that there is some equipment from this list missing and that the equipment requested would be more for a recording studio then for broadcasting. I tried to figure out what else is needed, but at this point it was Sunday and could not get a hold of anyone. Instead of just trying to push these specks over, I sent an email questioning some things and what our overall goal is for this studio. I sent them the specks of what they requested but suggested we do not push forward until we have a big meeting and I also suggested that we bring a company in and give us a quote once we know what we want to do, and we have a company that would do it for free. So its been about 3 months, I should of sent this email out 2 months ago, and I would feel ok, but since I forgot I feel like I want to throw up everywhere. Nothing was ordered yet, so no money was spent but now this will delay our studio and thats what I am worried about. Even though its use will not be for profit making ventures, I am still upset with myself for dropping the ball. Any words of wisdom or encouragement would be greatly appreciated. I almost feel like quitting my job because I feel like I let down so many people. This project was for a high school broadcasting studio.