I gotta stop caring about computers...... I remember just a couple years ago, I didnt care about my computer or anything as long as it worked. Didnt have to have the fastest or anything nor did i care I need cut back coming to this site, as great as it is. This site takes up 90% of all my internet time lol......in other words too much time lol I need to get in shape......not that im in bad shape now, i just dont like the trend im in. i need to get back into riding my bike 20miles/day as opposed to 20 miles a month I need to start doing stuff again. especially as of late, i have opted to be a loner and not near as social as i used to be. i like being social so why i choose to stay home on my days off and browse mr and hulu is beyond me I need to date more.......not surprsingly, this has declined with my being not as social I want to get involved more in my church and athletics...........this has been hard to do once i had finished college. this is such a great way to become active and meet people I need to just get out and do things. Im 23 and i feel im wasting my life away. I can do all this crap im doing now when im 80 but now, i should take adavantage of my body and get into rock climbing or something new I just need to start living life as opposed to just waiting for the next thing so instead of caring and speculating about computers coming out tomorrow as i have been this week in which i have no intention to buy as i cant afford it, why do i care? has my life become this full of void? i need to go to more concerts, more bars, more everything. i need to stop being pathetic as of late i need to be like manny and not use the internet lol i need to master the art of small talk and be able to talk to strangers with ease i want to look back in 10 years and not be dissapointed with my direction i want to get involved with my communtiy and help i want to form memories and that doesnt happen when i dont do anything in short i Gotta Change!!!!!! does anyone else ever have these thoughts? im just not conetnt with the state of my "living" at the moment youth is truely wasted on the young as im wasting it sadly. WAKE UP JONATHAN!!!