to make the story short. i downloaded pwnage tool and the 2.0 beta. but then i thought why not just install it with itunes using a manual restore. all you computer geniouses dont get mad, i now know that i messed up. so it worked for the install but then when it reconnected my phone it gave the message that it cannot be activated so i unplugged and then set it into recovery mode, so then it said i need to restore. so i clicked to do that thinking it would restore to 1.1.4/ but i think that it tried 2.0 since that was the last one i used. and midway through it didnt work. so, does anyone know where i can find a link to download 1.1.4.