kitki83 said:
I just want everyone opinion on the situation.
My job title is graphic design.
Since you asked my opinion, here goes.
Frankly, with writing like this, I would be thanking my lucky stars that I have a job, if I were you. I couldn't even be bothered to read most of that huge block of undifferentiated, poorly written text. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but if this is a reflection of your aptitude and professional capabilities, I wouldn't complain about having work.
I understand your job title is graphic design, not copywriter or editor, but I truly believe that representing yourself in such a manner is very detrimental to the opinion that others will have of you.
Again, I'm not trying to be mean, only give you honest feedback as to what my reaction was to your post.
If English is not your native language, I apologize in advance for my above comments.