I want friends and need friends more than ever now since I live alone, my ex doesn't want to be with me anymore.. Covid-19 has made life miserable for me onto of all this. I was literally crying when my Quad would't work right and the PB G4 1.67 - Yes, I am extremely depressed and haven't gotten any real sleep at all because I am hurt by all of this. I got these top of the line machines only to find out 10-11 years later they could not do what I wanted them to do. Sometimes I often look at web archive and see apple's old websites and it brings tears to my eyes because thats what i remember. Thats how I remember the internet, not like it is today. I wish a time machine existed.. Time travel has already been proven for going forward in the future, but still they are working on going back into the past. If someone created some type of time machine, I would gladly go back to 1999-2000 and remain there forever because I was happy then. i had my mother... She's been gone since September 2001 and I am so lonely here.. even my cat, Vitaliy doesn't make me happy anymore. As I am typing this tears are coming out of my eyes. I don't mean to sound personal, but I am letting this all out
because i feel I need to. I am just very hurt and very upset that none of my favorite machines are working anymore like they should. I am typing this on my Mac Pro - I was never a lover of intel macs before until i had no choice.
I hope I am not taking everyone's time up. I just wanted to relay how I feel right now, I will try to go to sleep maybe that will help. Thats another thing, i have been sleeping the days away because i AM SO lonely.. we are in lockdown here in MD. I was furloughed from my job on April 6th - though we were told we will be going back soon.