When I first started reading this thread, I assumed that you were a teenager going through the growing pains that we all experience in our HS years.
However, now it appears that you are an adult in his twenties.
FWIW, here are my comments:
There comes a time in our lives when we all must transition to being an adult in our parents eyes. It may involve standing up to our parents or making a life changing decision which demonstrates this.
It's best not to live life in the past. Learn the lesson then move on. Focus on the future.
Wonderful sex with someone make it difficult to know your true feelings for another person.
Unfortunately, too many women -- and men -- play games in relationships. Eventually, these games can come back to bite you in the butt.
There are many fish in the sea, of which a number of them can be a great partner for life. Move on and find another one.
