I find myself becoming depressed and sad really easily the past couple months. I don't know what it is, I seem to have it all going for me. I live a sheltered life, with my parents. they pay my car, my insurance, my schooling, pretty much everything. I find myself spending the modest amount of money I make at work on things that make me happy. I then ending selling then as soon as I get bored of them, often losing a lot of money in the process. I've become too materialistic. I know, I have my health, a boyfriend and parents that love me, and I should be happy... but I'm not. I sometimes cry myself to sleep, without any set thing to be sad about just sad in general. A lot of times I'm just sad because I don't have anyone to talk to, anyone to hang out with, anyone to interact with. I'm alone most of the time it seems, and the times I make an effort to become better friends with someone, it never happens. At work I'm always cheery, outgoing, smiling all the time, and say hi to everyone, but no one ever asks me how I'm doing, they don't ask me if I want to hang out with them, anything. Sometimes I blame my sadness on being gay... it has been a rough time for me, and although things are better now than they have been before, I'm still not happy. Sorry for the long post, I guess I"m just venting, and sorry if I wasted anyones time.