Hey- women will never make sense but there's _always_ a reason we chase. We do a lot of things we despise ourselves for. We learn that we're all broken. We learn it's human nature to want what we can't have. We learn we're a little addicted to being played. We learn whether or not it's better to suffer and play the game than not suffer and not play at all. It can make you sick later in life when you add up all the time wasted on chicks you thought were so great, but then you laugh and realize what else would I have been doing, playing video games? Would I have gotten my PhD in Nuclear Physics, or won the nobel prize?
Trust me Eric, life is too short to be doing anything you despise. I'd rather be doing nothing, then doing something that makes me feel less about myself.
I took a break from dating recently, for about a month or so. I stopped doing things that I used to do, for women. Stopped dressing up, shaving, whatever. Not letting myself go, but just not pandering to what I thought women wanted. I started giving into all my ******* impulses, like not letting cars in, when driving, or telling strangers off when I didn't like what they were doing. It felt so amazingly liberating and awesome. Now that's something to get addicted to