As time passed I just didn't feel confident enough about her being the one I could see myself marrying one day. She was the most wonderful girlfriend I've ever had. I had to end it because it wasn't fair to her to keep dragging her along when my confidence in marriage potential was so low. She's very marriage minded and wants to meet the man she's going to marry. I'm going to be feeling really down pretty soon (the breakup only just happened and I always feel okay in the few hours immediately ensuing) and seriously doubting my decision. I just feel like I want somebody who has a more similar background to mine and whose family is more compatible with my family. I can't name one flaw about her, not even a little one. She was any guys dream. I had no choice but to end it because I wasn't in it enough. I kept thinking about what it would be like to be single, and often when I'd see pretty girls on the street I'd wish I was single. Perhaps something's wrong with me. But anyways, there it is.