My decision was rational and based on facts; instead of getting the Nahalem i decided to wait, and been waiting for months now. and now im not happy. is that simple.
No, it's not that simple. Professionals do not sell their workstations for the chance of a slightly faster machine, nor can they go without a machine for as long as you have. When you sell your primary method of income based on a probability, you do not classify as a pro, or at least not a sensible one.
"Pro" is a very general term, but most here would classify you as an enthusiast because you obviously do not rely on the machine for sustenance.