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Yeah it was her choice...it ended by me sitting in her driveway in tears beeping my horn for her to come back out.... once she didn't come back out i left to come back home... came home smoked a few bowls to calm me down (sorry of thats not allowed to be shared) and posted about it... out of every single girl i've ever been with she is the only one i could ever picture spending the rest of my life with. I don't think I could ever find another girl who is as pretty, smart, sensitive as her. I don't consider myself the best looking guy in the world...she was my "ideal girl"

Listen to "Goodbye Waves and Driveways" by the Rocket Summer

I always find that listening to music that relates helps...
 
you need to man up. Seriously. Sure its hard but I think everybody needs to go through something like that to gain a fuller perspective of love in the long term.

Keep your head low and keep doing your thing. Horrible cliche but time is a healer.
 
Thats really terrible and Im sorry to hear you are going through that. Being recently divorced I can get a sense of what you are going through. Its a hurt that just doesnt seem like it can ever go away. The only thing I can say is that all that stuff people say about a million fish in the sea and give it time and all that other stuff... Everyone says it because its true. Hang in there bro. Tomorrow is a new day and even though it doesnt seem like it now, trust me, you WILL move on and you WILL find someone else and you WILL be happy again. I Promise.
 
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