Thank you for the reply. Your first sentence hits home, it's just when you see most friends on facebook and what not living a successful life, traveling, etc it just makes it seem I am way behind. Thanks for the input and nice to see you followed your passions. I need to do some soul searching.
It's definitely possible that you can follow your passions and make good money in something that is deemed "useless". When I dropped out of engineering and followed my passion since childhood into theatrical lighting design and production (getting a BFA), my parents were sure I'd be living in their house after graduation and delivering pizzas for a living.
Instead, I had a job lined up by the time the summer following graduation was up, and have been employed/contracting non-stop since doing theatre, dance, television, film, corporate/trade shows, etc. Haven't had a year under $75k in several years, and have had one six-figure year. And I absolutely adore what I do. In fact, I do it in my free time.
Figure out what you love, and try to find a way to make it work. This isn't always possible, so I won't pretend to know what you should do instead.
As for the friends who seem to have everything better, realize that it's not always what it's cracked up to be. I've had a few who make far less than me (yes, I know what they make because i've inquired about the position when it was open) who seem to do all the things I used to do when I had much more disposable income. But the difference is that (until recently due to family medical circumstances) I've been putting a some away towards retirement, savings, etc. At least one has told me that he has no savings, no retirement, no investments...nothing. But, he would eat out constantly, had new tech, new car, vacations, etc. They might be doing everything you want to do, but they could very likely be spending every cent they make to do it.