This is so unreal.
So, I went back there, at around 6:20. She was there, alone. Her roommate is on vacation apparently. She opened the door and I said hi, and asked her if she remembers me, and she said yes, and then said "come in" and moved back from the doorway. It was as though we knew each other. I got this feeling that in her culture it's commonplace for people who meet briefly once to follow up like this later. She behaved like "of course you'd stop by, we met the other day."
Later though, she did say she was surprised I showed up.
But anyways, so she told me to sit down on a chair in her room, and I did, and we talked for about three hours, and then arranged to meet up tomorrow evening to go to the park/lake nearby, and then I left.
It's so amazing. All my fears are completely gone. I've murdered them. This evening was so great!
Even if she has no sexual interest in me, she's a great person to have as a summer buddy, but if there is a sexual interest, I definitely would want something to happen, and don't want to screw that up. Because she doesn't speak english very well, I have no way of reading any signs from her, aside from smiles, and when I parted, I just couldn't tell how she felt in that regard, or if there was that interest on her end too. There was this slightly awkward moment where we stood facing each other outside her door, with our arms crossed, nodding like "okay, you're leaving now.. yup..." and I thought I felt maybe that both of us wanted to kiss, but I couldn't be sure.
I think tomorrow, at the lake, I'll ask her if she has a boyfriend back home, and if she says no, I'll try and move in for a kiss when we part at the end of the evening. What do you think?
