You got me thinking. The negative feeling is there and it's unshakable now. I took steps to add the phone to favorites, use apple pay, have mobile, ipad and laptop ready to place order, and I ended up with what I got. People are walking in to freaking Telus and buying on contract with no reservation, and did all this to give Apple $2k of my money for what? The joy is gone. My 6 still works fine, even though it's slow. I've cancelled my X order, which will have 0 effect to Apple but it's for my own internal peace. I won't get into this game ever again.
Plus, hey, maybe it helps bump one extra person soon. Good luck to all!