Now we're in a denial phase. This is a mental breakdown and it's tragic to watch. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE seek help.
I am BEGGING you.
Doing anything else is going to result in a disaster in your mind, or frankly, it sounds like far far worse could happen, especially with reference to a firearm.
This is too catastrophically self-destructive to just watch. I implore you - seek urgent psychiatric help. If not for yourself, then for the safety of those around you.
I don't know if I would go that far.
I think it's just some person that thinks its cute and is enjoying the attention.
Even if OP is "hearing" these "sounds" and "seeing" these "things", surely the effects and experiences are being trumped up.
These kinds of people are a hoot.
So, until you actually show us anything, or capture some sound, or whatever, we will all go on thinking your ******* crazy, which you likely enjoy anyways.
Again, How old are you? What do you do? Where do you live?
You seem very resistant to answering most questions... Does not lend to your credibility....