I don't know guys...lately I've been... Well first let me go into my background story. So I'm 18, poor, at college, (Pharmacology Major). I grew up in a pretty wealthy family. I had an ibook G3 in 8th Grade a Powerbook G4 in 9th and 10 grade. I got a Blackbook intel core duo 2.0 ghz/2gb/80gb the summer before my senior year in highschool. Well to make a long story short my parents lost their business and we became poor (welfare) selling our stuff just to eat...but I never gave up my blackbook. I think I would have rather starved. Anyway....fast forward and I came into a little bit of money this march b/c my dad got disability and the first thing I wanted to do is buy a new laptop. I'm thinking if they don't too much when Montevina comes out, I'll probably just get the high end white macbook. I like the black better...but I need to look at something different for the next year (I've already decided I'm going to upgrade to Nehalem when it comes out). Ok heres the problem...Ive been spending 3-5 hours a day on macrumors....reading and reading...Ive been to store.apple.com at least 30 times in the last week to look at....the current models...fantasizing about getting my new white macbook! I've been looking up benchmarks for hours everyday just wondering how much an update my new macbook will be. Which really is a waste of time, because I have the money and I will buy it the day the new models are released! It makes no difference! I've been an apple fan my whole life...but now it's obsession...I don't know what to do...I've been reading thread and threads about macbooks and even the pros....I've always done this research type stuff like most of us do here on MR....but 4-5 hours a day...for the past 3 weeks?