This is why the OP's original subject makes alot of sense, he has issues in his life yet his priority is with apple laptops because its an obsession!!
I totally understand how you feel about apple laptops. I still fish for a good condition powerbook g4 that I can snag for a 2nd machine that I really dont need every day...
I guess maybe a part of this obsession is because my friends and family all know me as being "into computers" I now have a 2 year old computer. My friends are getting better computers than me and I feel inclined to have the best out there.