This would be me too. Very disappointed and annoyed with Apple’s build quality in hardware and software lately, but I still use and intend to buy Apple.I personally don’t hate Apple at all, In fact I’ve been a fan for many years. However I have found myself very disappointed on a few occasions. But I always find myself going back to Apple, simply because I find their products better (ecosystem also plays a part).
Windows puts me off, however the Surface Pro was a pretty great device.
Windows is not my cup > I’ll use it for work, but some of Microsoft’s hardware is great (Surface Studio, Surface Pro).