It sounds weird, but understand this. Do not poke fun, or "joke" it won't help me out, and will make me feel worse.
So I have a crush on this girl. I've had a crush on her sense March 2009.
She doesn't want to go out. But considers me a "friend" I doubt it. But the problem is I can't get over it. I think about her all the time. I don't have the courage to talk to her in school. Good thing she lives in my neighborhood, because i can talk to her there. But still I don't have the courage to do that much. I've talked to her numerous times before. I really like her. When I talk to her, she is understanding, nice, and beautiful. I've given up. I won't go out with her. If she asked me, I would say no. She could have said yes along time ago. Part of the problem, is when I want to talk to her, their dog isn't friendly. he barks at me, and he has a very loud bark. He even sticks his nose in my groin. Her birthday wasn't that long ago. So I gave her $11. i don't know what she would want, so I gave her money instead. She writes a letter, and gives the $$ back. She says "I'm sorry but I can't accept your generous offer of money, but it was a nice though". It wasn't an OFFER in was a GIFT. Perhaps her parents wouldn't allow it or something. I've been feeling down sense September, and Google says I have a Server Depression Disorder. Sometimes I want to die, other times, I'm sad, but not death sad. I really want to hug her, and cry. Maybe it will make me feel better. But I don't have the confidence to do it. We are both 14, but I've been in this **** for over a year now.
I know it makes me look pathetic, but its more anominus on the internet
Sorry for the long post.
-ouimetnick
So I have a crush on this girl. I've had a crush on her sense March 2009.
She doesn't want to go out. But considers me a "friend" I doubt it. But the problem is I can't get over it. I think about her all the time. I don't have the courage to talk to her in school. Good thing she lives in my neighborhood, because i can talk to her there. But still I don't have the courage to do that much. I've talked to her numerous times before. I really like her. When I talk to her, she is understanding, nice, and beautiful. I've given up. I won't go out with her. If she asked me, I would say no. She could have said yes along time ago. Part of the problem, is when I want to talk to her, their dog isn't friendly. he barks at me, and he has a very loud bark. He even sticks his nose in my groin. Her birthday wasn't that long ago. So I gave her $11. i don't know what she would want, so I gave her money instead. She writes a letter, and gives the $$ back. She says "I'm sorry but I can't accept your generous offer of money, but it was a nice though". It wasn't an OFFER in was a GIFT. Perhaps her parents wouldn't allow it or something. I've been feeling down sense September, and Google says I have a Server Depression Disorder. Sometimes I want to die, other times, I'm sad, but not death sad. I really want to hug her, and cry. Maybe it will make me feel better. But I don't have the confidence to do it. We are both 14, but I've been in this **** for over a year now.I know it makes me look pathetic, but its more anominus on the internet
Sorry for the long post.
-ouimetnick
