I'm curious to know the mechanism by which your brain, contrary to the brains of everybody else, is able to detect flickering at over 200Hz. You can't simply detect flickering at that frequency. It is physiology.
There are a multitude of things we can’t always detect/perceive with our senses that are harmful to us, like radiation. And most people are fine around flashing lights and can have fun at a concert and enjoy a laser light show. But people suffering epilepsy cannot. I cannot. I risk getting a migraine seizure.
It’s not been fully ruled out by my neurologist if I have epilepsy, but my migraine seizures are a very near neighbor in that the potential triggers are pretty much the same. It’s the precise type and nature of the seizures that is in question and would determine my ultimate diagnosis. Since I have been able to identify and therefore avoid my triggers, my neurologist is leaving my “case” open ended because a formal diagnosis of epilepsy would subject me to unnecessary legal constraints under current laws in my state. Unfortunately these laws completely lack nuance and would restrict me unnecessarily.
Also, the more years I put menopause past me, the less easily I will be triggered. The doctor doesn’t want me permanently legally constrained by a condition that likely will become impermanent.
At their extreme, my seizures and the aftermath resemble more a mild stroke than most typical epileptic seizures. I don’t lose consciousness or awareness. I can function in the middle of most of them. I just lose my speech and sometimes lose partial control over one of my hands for a few minutes. I can also sometimes temporarily lose the ability to understand what is said to me and the ability to read and write. But that’s a very rare and extreme reaction to a trigger. Usually I just feel a weird pressure in my head and suffer suddenly photosensitivity.
I had one of these rare extreme seizures after watching a movie on my XS Max and then later trying to read text on the display while in the kitchen where my husband had recently installed a new brand of LED bulb in our recessed light fixture. The bulb itself gave me eye aches and was quickly replaced. The XS Max display was questionable. Something about the two together did not sit well with my brain. I lost my ability to speak for several hours. It took me a little over a month to feel completely normal and in that time I couldn’t use any OLED displays, even ones I was fine with before. I could actually see the flicker, I was so hyper sensitized
By that point my migraine condition had been well documented and we knew exactly what it was that had happened to me and what the trigger was.
We just don’t know exactly what goes on in my brain from start to finish with the neurotransmitters and all of that. If my neurologist knows, she hasn’t sat down to tell me. And to be frank, I have a hard time deciphering her accent, so a long explanation, if she were to provide one to a layman like me, is something I likely would not be able to follow, let alone try to recreate here to satisfy your “scientific” curiosity.
Besides, sharing my medical condition is NOT for anyone’s entertainment or to alleviate boredom or idle curiosity. I’m trying to help others also suffering. It’s for them that I’m taking the time to address your points at all.
But if by chance you ever do find yourself one day confronted by a display or lighting that makes you sick, I will be here in support of you, too. I don’t hold grudges. I just wish you were kinder and more respectful of what the rest of us are enduring even if you don’t understand it yourself and lack first hand experience. People who suffer rare conditions feel self conscious and marginalized enough as it is.
I’m not on any medications because if I avoid triggers, I lead quite a normal life. In addition to struggling with some things that flicker and flash, I am triggered by soy. I can eat some soy products, but a big block of tofu or a vegan burger is out of the question. Soy affects hormones and hormones do play a role in migraines as well. My migraines were most manifest during puberty and menopause. Many things play a role in migraines. It’s a complex condition with many manifestations and many potential triggers. It can be exacerbated at different stages of life.
In fact it would not surprise me if we are to learn a migraine is a perfectly normal reaction from the brain to irritation. Some people may just be more easily irritated than others.
There was someone who posted to the forum that he had never had a migraine in his life, but his first one ever that was triggered by his iPhone OLED display landed him in the ER.