Paying both rent and mortgage while you prepare to move when in my physical state is difficult. My doctor is going on vacation for two weeks March 9th. His coworkers are competent for trigger points but I'm not sure they use ultrasound like he does. I'm lonely and my husband works himself to death. Both of those things are heavy on my mind daily. I cost too much.
I can't fix loneliness because I'm almost bed ridden. Internet is no replacement for being able to go out and be with others. To just drive again. My husband, after we've moved I pray he can take a small vacation. He, more than anything or anyone to me, deserves it. If I wasn't so ill, he wouldn't need to do this.
We meet a surgeon soon. Hopefully they can do the Neurectomy. If not, the search is on. The very difficult one.
Father, give us courage to change what must be altered, serenity to accept what cannot be helped, and the insight to know the one from the other. Amen.